Monday, June 12, 2006

funny mood

hmmm... i'm in a bit funny mood. blame it on the friggen hormones i guess.

i've been sitting indoors in front of my computer for three solid days now. one and a half more to come i suppose. bloody uni work. had to escape a few times and watch a movie.

mmm... escape. that just gave me a flashback. i went shopping with deviant last weekend. we passed through the perfume department at myer and i got him drenched in ck escape. man, that must be the sweetest male smell on this planet. there he was, mind-bogglingly gorgeous in his new shoes, fitted hot army green jumper, dark brown biker leather jacket and smelling like escape. i could have followed him to the end of the world.

oh, sorry abt that bunnies, got a bit carried away there. what was i ranting on abt? oh yeh, funny mood.

see, after too many hrs spent on the essay i just started to lose it and had to step back a bit. so i've also watched a few movies. in fact, just finished watching american history x. and it made me feel funny.

i don't think lonely is the right word. still i'd love to have deviant in my bed right now so that i could snuggle up in his arms and fall asleep forgetting the rest of the world. i wouldn't even need to jump him. the thing is, while going to bed with him is great, it's waking up next to him that rocks my world. and no doubt scares the shit out of me as well.

yeh. as i said, must be bloody hormonal.

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